Monday, May 27, 2019

Year Three, Almost Free 36: Half a Foot out of Here and First Sip

Hello, Tim!

I know it is the Monday of the following week, but I still have to make an account of the past week.

Music for Souvenirs

These two weeks I have been asking my friends to give me a playlist of ten to fifteen songs for the sake of some sort of sentimental souvenir. This idea was long cultivated, even before the GSAT. I know that there is a high chance that I will feel homesick and totally lonely when/if I study in Germany. As a person who needs music in all sorts of occasions, I felt the need to ask this of my classmates. It is an easy task for them since all they have to give me is a list of the songs they listen to, which make me think that it is quite resembling a graduation parting gift: It has sentimental values, where emotions are packed into different genres of songs, and with the notion that the songs were picked from a playlist called "XXX's top ten songs of all time" gives me a chance to acquaint myself with them a bit more. I like this idea.

First Sip of Alcohol

Have I ever mentioned that I practically vowed not to drink alcohol long ago? Well, here's the deal: In whichever case, I want to avoid drinking alcoholic beverages. I myself find the reason behind this decision obscured, one possible reason is that I simply dislike the taste of wine, and this was proved last Friday. At a family reunion, the elders and the adults wanted to toast us since we are to become graduates in a week's time. My cousin, who has always insisted that I get used to drinking alcohol because I will be heading for Germany in around September or October, gave me a look that clearly stated that I was not to be extracted from this glass of red wine. I could even picture my own expression when the revelation hit me that I wouldn't get away this time. Just one sip of the supposedly superb red wine, according to my uncle-in-law, and I felt the slightly burning tingling down my throat and the bitterness that lingered. This confirmed my preconception that wine does not taste good. At all.

End

I know I'm sending my update in quite late, and given that I still have the graduation dinner as well as an invitation to a bar which I turned down, (it was indeed a good decision made.) I surmise that I could have spent more time on this. But I need to head for my German class!
Bis bald (See you in a while.)

Sincerely,
Hugo



Friday, May 24, 2019

The Road to Equality

Almost two years after the Constitutional Court ruling in favor of gay couples and the establishment of relevant laws, the Legislation Yuan in Taiwan launched the second reading (for debates, article examination, and wording alternations) for three different drafts on gay marriage.
I'm not exactly sure about how deep I should be diving into this topic since the LGBTQ+ Acts in Taiwan could be traced back all the way to the 1980s, but needless to say, I am absolutely enthralled by the development, firstly because of the fact that this is something directly related to my rights, but also because this is a big step toward equality in general, one big step that made Taiwan the first country in Asia to legalize marriage between the same sex.
The law, now entitled The Enforcement Act of Judicial Yuan Interpretation No. 748, will come into effect in three days from now (5/24). If not for the referendum conducted several months ago, we could have hoped for gay people using the Civil Code as heterosexual couples do, but the results we have is ideal in reality.

Now, where do we start? On May 24th, 2017, the highest Court in the Judicial Yuan ruled in favor of gay people after Qi Jia-Wei, the person dubbed the first gay in Taiwan out of the closet, successfully filed a Constitutional interpretation when his attempts of getting registered as a couple with his lover proved unfruitful. The Court stated that the majority of the judges are forward with the idea that it is the government's and the legislators' obligation to make sure that two people, regardless of their religion, race, gender, can get married. They gave a two-year buffer time for the Legislative Yuan to include this into the Taiwanese law system, after which if nothing was done, the gay couples would automatically be included in the Civil Law and would then be given all the rights a traditional couple would.
It was no hard to speculate how many debates, how many protests, and how many rallies have taken place in the given two years. The people against gay marriage consist mostly of those with more conservative thoughts. Numerous churches in Taiwan and the elderly communities alike, with several prominent politicians and entrepreneurs as well, loudly berated the court ruling, while the pro-gay marriage people, mostly being made up of gay people and their supportive parents or those who just believe that love has no boundaries are speaking at equal volumes and trying to spread the importance of such law. Fast forward to the referendum voting. On November 24th, a referendum was cast. Among other controversial issues like whether to reactivate nuclear power plants and which name do we want to use for our country at the 2020 Tokyo Olympics, there were five questions regarding how the laws about homosexual couples should be laid down. Two of them were endorsed by those for gay marriage, and the other three not. The questions are basically about whether gay couples should also refer to the intimate and exclusive bond as marriage or civil union. It was later proved to have two radically different outcomes, as one could grant the right for gay couples to get married using the regulations and conditions on the Civil Law, while the other needs citing from a special law.
In the referendum, however, we lost. With a staggering seven million votes against gay marriage in the Civil Code, we were met with some setback. But a lot of us didn't give up just yet. The Executive Yuan dished out a special law draft "The Enforcement Act of Judicial Yuan Interpretation No. 748" which covers a lot of the rights that would maximize the rights bestowed upon the gay couples, including the basic rights like bequeathing from the other half and protection of the exclusiveness of the relationship as well as the right to adopt the other half's children. Two legislators with Christian backgrounds respectively countered with their own versions of proposals which the right to adoption of the other half's child was removed. One even proposed the "anti-marriage forgery" rule, in which a family member, a social worker, or someone from the police can issue a nullification of the relationship between two gay people if they believe they aren't having an intimate or exclusive relationship. Even though this drafted regulation was suggested to be taken out of discussion due to a severe violation of one's privacy very soon, I still beat myself up for misjudging the intention behind this law for the first instant. When I realized that this would mean all the people mentioned above will make you and your partner under surveillance, I was first infuriated, but then the stark repulsion for the law morphed into disappointment and shame for myself, not being able to tell the intention behind a simple rule, for that is someone I have long dreaded of becoming: one that needs the opinions or reminders of the others to form his own. I hate not being able to figure out things on my own, and the fear is still there.
But let's get back to the story.
May the 17th became a monumental day in Taiwanese equality because the Legislative Yuan held the voting that day. With the majority of the legislators in agreement with the Executive Yuan version, the law for gay marriage is decided upon and protected. It was a day of pouring rain. Yet people from both sides held out their umbrellas and their resolution at the doorstep of the Legislative Yuan, awaiting the results of the voting; The results were promising.

Today gay couples can get married. Though there is still the debate on whether setting a special law is something fair for the people who wish not to be treated specially. Still, there are people who, with or without religious beliefs, against the concept of two people of the same sex sharing a household. The idea is still alien to them, and this is what we people, gay or not, have to work on. We should spread our friendliness, telling the world that there is nothing wrong and nothing of notoriety to pose as a threat to society. There are a lot of discussions between both sides that have been overlooked in the past, and the rift between people regarding this issue is the result. It a giant first step for gay rights, but are still quite some steps in between.



Monday, May 20, 2019

Year Three, Almost Free 35: Self Concern and Results

Hello, Tim!
Today is only Thursday, yet I figured since I was (finally) given the grace to enjoy momentary freedom. Why so all of a sudden?
Well, that's because our classes are over! The finals took place just the day before yesterday, and even though we still have to come to school until the third of June, which will be when our graduation takes place, we are given carte blanche as to what to do in classes.
Since I still have a pile of application work stacked up in front of me, I figured that spending some time writing something in which I used to pour all my thoughts wouldn't hurt, given that we practically have the whole day for ourselves.
With all being said, I will do a follow-up record about the new routine that I absolutely love whenever I feel like to.
But first, I want to talk about something not related to work.

Language Hysteria

For the past two months, I have been using all my time to boost my German abilities, which, to my delight, had brought me considerable progress to the command of this language. I can now write to my German teacher to organize a meet up for a more concentrated training on my verbal skills in preparation for the upcoming German proficiency test in full German. More and more German vocabularies swarm in my head, and it pleased me to be able to call myself an "elementary" user of this complex language.
But... Sometimes I feel a sense of panic. With all the new information flowing in like tap water, I often feel like I am having a hard time grasping my wording in English. I feel a helpless frustration when I found myself unable to recall simple words like feast or gratitude, and it troubles me when I end up using only the simplest of words when there are obviously more refined wording choice in the lexical library in my head. I have been making more spelling confusions, mostly with the a's and the e's. It just feels horrible. It makes me think that I won't be able to simultaneously have progressed in new languages while maintaining the same level of English, and I just couldn't deny these accusations I have made to fire at myself because I know that they are all valid ammunitions. I can only take comfort in the fact that not all is gone in the winds just yet. Through writing like this and trying to reclaim my reading schedule will set me back on track, to be the person with many words at his disposal, all of which are found beautiful by him. I hope to be able to put no brakes in advancing my German skills while still having English as my priority, like the sharpest knife in the drawer, always shining and ready for action.

Class Observation

Now starts the observation of my classmates. There are five of my classmates who are to take the test in July: Melody, Sherry, Candy, William, and Jay. I just finished correcting William's English composition he wrote for practice and gave him some feedback. Cathy and Angela are sitting at the back of the classroom, making good use of some supposedly costly alcohol pen by drawing cute and cartoonized characters of 320 classmates. Amy and Selena are at the same desk, where they are checking out online malls. The results for their college application came out today, and they both are admitted to the same college. Congratulations to them.
William claims that his brain is all mushy now, and is now off to sleep. Sabrina, sitting at her desk, is fixating on her book about British tourist attractions.
Some classmates are absent for various reasons; some doesn't see what they could do at school after being admitted to colleges so chose to stay at home, while some decided it would bring them a more serene and efficient study environment outside of school. This might be the right choice. This morning, Allison brought with her a sewing pack, synthetic cotton, and differently-patterned cloths. Cathy and Angela wanted to learn from her how to make little owl figurines out of the materials mentioned above. It started out as a workshop of three, but then Jack and Selena are interested. In no time they all have their own cute owllettes. It was still relatively quiet for classmates who wish to study. At some point, though, someone decided to take it up a notch by transforming several desks into a mini golf court. They taped cards and stationary onto the table to act as obstacles. With their fingers and the little owls, they somehow found supreme excitement in it, and it distracted some classmate quite a lot, even though the game didn't last too long. I was tempted, but I really hope that I can finish my personal statement by the end of this week so I would have more time for myself in the future.

A Win in Equality in Taiwan and Its Future Confrontations

From this week on, the 17th of May will be a meaningful day in Taiwan for many people altogether. It is the day when the first law for gay marriage is finalized. Now, there are still challenges, obstacles we have yet been forced to deal with, but they are for sure to come. I want to write a separate article about this monumental event, but it will have to wait.

End

It's early Monday now. I'll have my German proficiency test in several hours. Better start oacking up the items I would need.


Monday, May 13, 2019

Year Three, Almost Free 34: Ranch and Horses

Hello, Tim!
My IELTS score came out very promptly, thanks to the computer format I took. The answer sheets were entered into a computer by us and were easily sent to England for grading. That's why we were able to get results so soon.
So how much did I score?
8!
It was only half a point higher than the score I got from last time's test, but I was really pleased already since it is the third highest score that can ever be achieved in the test, and an 8 sounds a lot better than 7.5.

This Friday, Summer took almost the whole class to a nearby ranch resort where we could have a taste of horse riding.
Upon mentioning horse-riding, a dialogue from a book I read before instantly came to my mind.
"You know anything about horses?"
"Not much, Sir. I know how to get on one, and I know how to fall off one."
Luckily, none of us, including Summer, fell from the back of any horse.
We all rode two horses. Or ponies, as defined from their height according to our instructor's lecture.
One was named Brodie and the other one Bella. The horsebacks were around the height of our upper waist, but with a little help, we all could climb up there with next to no effort.
The range for horse riding was confined to a small area, but it was what we could manage. William was blending in well, scratching the ranch dogs' bellies when not tending to the horses and talking to the horses when brushing their mane. We all could see that he loved being with animals. Candy, on the other hand, was a stark contrast. She has had this mixture of animosity and fear for all sort of animals that don't talk human. She hates butterflies. She is afraid of dogs and, for most of the time, holds the disapproving face when any sentence remotely indicates her being in contact with another creature (me included). She as well, was asked to ride on the horse's back. She seemed reluctant but was brave enough to try. She teared up at the slightest movement of Brodie the white pony, as she claimed that it was too high for her liking. It must have been a great leap for her since she practically sat on a horse! It took some courage, but she took the chance to do something she could have shirked for life. She herself said that she knew that Brodie was tame and gentle, but the horseback was too high. Cathy then joked that she should go ride Rody the rubber bouncing miniature horse instead.

He was the only one who had prior experience to horseback riding

You have no idea how much courage it might take


Feed.




We had fun, all thanks to the ranch. In less than a month, our graduation will take place. Bets are open for who is to cry first.

Sincerely,

Hugo

Sunday, May 5, 2019

Year Three, Almost Free 33: Bullet Points and More Ranting

Hello, Tim!
This has been another week.
Yes.
A week has a new definition, and it is anything buy easy-paced and slow-going.
I thought I had saved up enough time for more letter writing, but things just kept coming up and I couldn't even handle myself without feeling dizzy.
Therefore, I had to shamefully use the bullet point format to recount this week.

- I almost didn't make it into the German proficiency test. I sent an e-mail with the proper form along with the scanned files of my passport, and I was denied entrance at first because they said I sent too many unnecessary files. But then I thought that this test was the last one before my application for Germany has to be mailed, so I kept calling the desk and finally, they relented since at least I got one of the forms correct. What a relief!

- I just spent the whole day creating my CV for Germany application. It was not supposed to be my job, considering that we had paid the agency, which told us that this would be included in their services. They did make a version of the CV, but it was not entirely.... pleasing to the eye. The arrangement was in fact, quite chaotic, and it was a mess, and a catastrophe for me as well because I had to finish this CV in a day. It was exhausting.

- Yesterday, I went to my second ever IELTS test. I took it because we hope that if I get a score higher than 7.5, presumably 8 or 8.5, I would grant me a higher chance to differentiate myself with the other German University applicants.

These are the three major events of the week, and I hope that next week I will be able to sit idly at a desk with a cup of coffee in my hand and type casually on my laptop.
Scratch that, the worse is yet to come, I am afraid.

Sincerely,
Hugo